THE LATEST ALBUM
WHEEL OF SUFFERING
LYRICS
INNER DEMONS
pain cuts through the numbness in my head
can't tell if I've ever felt less alive
there is a barrage deep inside
no trespassing I can't deny
that I have never been so jammed by my fears before
no more time to waist now that it's my time to rise
I got to find a way out of this maze
nobody will help me nor find me deep inside
this hole I threw myself in
seems like there is no way out of this place
but to tear it down wall by wall
sometimes you gotta dig a little deeper
for the answers deep inside you've been looking for
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I'm always fighting my own demons inside
they are always hunting me so all I ever wanted is to be free
what is wrong? what is right? I can't run! I can't hide!
I just want back my own life
I'm always listening to my demons inside
they are always guiding me as long as I'm listening I will never be free
what is wrong? what is right? if there's darkness there'll be light
I must survive
to save my mind
DARKEST DAYS
obsessions
a prisoner inside my head
doubts keep my senses alive
while my heart and soul seem left for dead
how can it be that in the end
he only thing that I can't see is me
nowhere to go
nowhere to hide
no time to rest when you try to run from what's inside
nobody cares
nobody sees
the daily war against myself I'm my own enemy
no more fails
no more lies
am I the only one who sees there's so much to despise
no chance to run
no chance to live
inside I'm dead while I'm still forced to exist
it feels like there will be no tomorrow for me this time
it seems like after all these agonies I've finally
lost my mind
it doesn't matter what I have done
I hate the man that I've become
day by day colours fade into black
step by step I'm getting closer to the edge
obsessions
a prisoner inside my head
doubts keep my senses alive
while my heart and soul seem left for dead
how can it be that in the end
he only thing that I can't see is me
is me
THE ILLUSION OF TIME
so many things have changed
before I even recognised
the times have changed
right before my own eyes
sometimes it seems like that I've been blind
for all this time
how can this be? I can't believe how fast
the time flies by
surrounded by silence, can't hear what's coming
so many voices but I stay deaf
soon it will be over, my fate is calling
now I'm begging for more time
don't waste your time
life seems short enough
in the blink of an eye
it will all be over soon
make every second count
make every day your day
your life flies by so fast
be open to something new
shall I forget what has been
and what is left
it's never good to be stuck in the past
all these memories are hunting me
should I erase them all to create more space
for the great things to come
before I'll finally be gone
should I erase them all
to create more space
for the great things to come
before I'll finally be gone
don't waste your time
life seems short enough
in the blink of an eye
it will all be over soon
make every second count
make every day your day
your life flies by so fast
all these memories
are hunting me
I should finally let them go
TRAPPED
straying around still waiting for a call by destiny
before I fall into the eternity of my inner self
before I lose what is the rest of me
so many chances passed but still I'm trying to release me
I keep pushing while I'm too lazy to do
at the same time I want to be just like you all the time
there will be nothing left to pretend
will there ever be a way for me to stay instead of crawl in the end
what is left? what is next? I don't know
this insecurity inside of me is growing
bigger everyday seems like there is no way to free me
what is up? what's enough? I forgot
this furiousness inside of me is growing bigger everyday
seems like there is no chance to release me
to release me
please release me
will I ever be able to let it go? I don't know
but all I know is the person I used to be (back in the days)
back in the days everything seemed so much easier
I'm trapped in here there is no way out for me
straying around still waiting for a call by destiny
before I fall into the eternity of my inner self
before I kill who I once used to be so many chances passed
but still I'm trying to break these chains inside me
everyday another burden on my shoulders
but I can take it (I'll take it)
everyday the same old question if I'll make it
but will I make it? (somehow I'll make it!)
will I ever be able to let it go? I don't know
but all I know is the person I used to be (back in the days)
back in the days everything seemed so much easier
I'm trapped in here there is no way out for me
there is no way out
The Eagle And The Snake
The same old game between the eagle and the snake
one is bigger and stronger but sadly poison kills everyone slowly
with no chance of escape some things will never change
but in the end nothing lasts forever
even shadows are deadly from time to time
only light cuts through these endless hours of darkness
behind this wall around my heart
I've built up to create
a greater distance from everything that's trying
to change me soon I'll realise that it seems like
I will lose it again
my mind fades away, leaving nothing but dead space
paved with dying intentions from another time
I used to be this other one,
a long gone version of mine seems like forever since I have lost all the good that's still alive in me
and even after all this time I can't let go of this version that's been taken from mine
we've been the sky, the sun, the moon and the stars
seems like no one cares anymore what once was
no one cares anymore
It took me all these years to realise who's the eagle and who's the snake
now I spread my wings, fly away, with a chance to escape this cage
I've been in over all these years it felt like I need to fight
all I had to do is move on spread my wings
and fly
Momentum
Iʼve listened to your stories a thousand times
enough is enough I just canʼt handle your vibes, anymore
How can you be so selfish? Man, youʼre simply not worth it
The same old failures all over again and again and again, how can you be that blind?
The time has come for you to understand that youʼll be alone one day
Completely on your own, a lonely king wearing an idiots crown
Long Live The King!
The circumstances have changed, so have we
Buried under memories lies my dying empathy
a dying part of me
The day has come for me to realize that we will part ways one day
Completely on our own, a lonely king ruling from his worthless throne
Will you ever be able to see what you have done to me?
The times have changed, so have we
Buried under memories rests the dying faith in me
that one day youʼll finally see
I could ram the truth right down your throat
youʼd still wonder what youʼre choking on
This has to stop!
Wake up!
All this misery, youʼre still not able to see the time that youʼve stolen from me
Oh my God I feel so helpless. Still hoping in the end all of this will be worth it
I could ram the truth right down your throat
youʼd still wonder what youʼre choking on
This has to stop!
Wake up!
Iʼve listened to your stories a million times
over and over again I just wonʼt hear your lies anymore
How can you be so dumb? You never know when it's enough
The same mistakes all over again and again and again, youʼre just obstinate
The time has come for me to understand that youʼll die alone one day
Now it‘s time for me to turn away
It‘s way too late to make me stay
Long Live The King!
Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind
I have a room full of secrets all of them are mine
it took me years to collect ‘em hid ‘em deep inside
unfulfilled dream, all those wishes forced to bury alive
sometimes it feels like chewing glass the enslaved keeper of my past
to gain control back over my life, a total mess
I need to neutralize this pest in me
all these years isolated, my mindsetʼs drowning in my hate
yet something has to change before I fade
take a look around never hold back never step back
we wonʼt let go of the past yet the strong will survive
cuz the strong got the drive to move on in life
take a look around never set back never give in
cuz while weʼre livinʼ we just wonʼt love our lives
the past tastes so much sweeter what a goddamn lie
I have a room full of secrets all of them are mine
it took me years to collect ‘em hid ‘em deep inside
unfulfilled dreams, all those wishes forced to bury alive
sometimes it feels like chewing glass he enslaved keeper of my past
after all this time I canʼt accept that thereʼve been versions of me that already died
but here I am, still alive but, not the same old self around my thoughts a massive haze
Iʼm the creator of my disgrace
take a look around never hold back never step back
we wonʼt let go of the past yet the strong will survive
cuz the strong got the drive to move on in life
take a look around never set back never give in
cuz while weʼre livinʼ we just wonʼt love our lives
the past tastes so much sweeter what a goddamn lie
I have a room full of secrets all of them are mine
it took me years to collect ‘em hid ‘em deep inside
unfulfilled dreams, all those wishes forced to bury alive
sometimes it feels like chewing glass he enslaved keeper of my past
after all this time I canʼt accept that thereʼve been versions of me that already died
but here I am, still alive but, not the same old self around my thoughts a massive haze
Iʼm the creator of my disgrace
light fights through that haze in me dispels the black blood in my veins
for all this years Iʼve been blind now I can see whatʼs in front of me
all it took was to realize that in the end the past is set and done
and that one day Iʼll see what the future holds for everyone
each and everyone
breath in
breath out
feel the fire inside your lungs spit out
the poison of the past cuz itʼs set and done and
breath in
breath out
now close your eyes to see what's left
before the day has come it's too late to regret
Forever
How are you?
Thanks I'm fine
Every day it's the same old lie
Nobody seems to notice what's so obvious for me
A daily battle within me
against my own insecurity
I mean how hard can it be, right?
The blood stops flowing through my veins
every night's the same as is every day
dark thoughts are close to overwhelm me
only darkness deep within nobody sees because I won't
let them in to reach my heart.
So everyday feels like I'm buried while I'm still alive
There has to be another way out for me
before I'll lose my will to live
I'm always on the hunt, I'm always on the run
I have to find a way out before my mind is done
Reaching out for the stars is the sky but, they're too far away
I'm always on the hunt, Iʼm always on the run
I have to find a way out before my heartbeat is gone
Screaming out for help, in silence, deep inside my head
It seems impossible to get away from this inner war of mine
Yet I'm trying it everyday but, I'm about to lose control over my
life
So everyday feels like I'm dying while I'm still alive
So everyday feels like I'm buried while I'm still alive
There has to be another way out for me
before I'll lose my will to live
as long as there's still hope in me
I'm going to fight this daily war inside of me
forever
Total Eclipse
the sun's long gone not just for me
there is no light in the end
way too many clouds so I can't see
where I'm going nor where I am
seems like the odds are all against me
getting out of here in time
I know you're thinking the worst can see the fear inside your eyes
when will all this come to an end
you will always be just one of us
no one told you life isn't fair
I dont care because in the end
in the end I will be there
to see you fall
to hold you down
after all this time the day has come
to declare my life my own
the sun's long gone not just for me there is no light in the end
way too many clouds so I can't see where I'm going nor where I am
seems like the odds are all against me getting out of here in time
what went wrong and when did all this become that sweet misery of mine
take away this pain, wash it away,
leave me alone, I want to leave this hell
I've been alone for way too long
we had a million chances to change but were too blind to see the truth
felt like a million times we fought n' my love was killed by all these lies I've been listening to
it's time to leave this place my legs feel fucking dead
like a water drop in the desert, my mind is damned
I'll see you fall, hold you down
the time has come for you to
leave me alone
you made me fall
you held me down
like fire and water we can't coexist
without to lapse
it's time to leave this place
my heart feels fucking numb
like a water drop in the desert
my heart is done
the sun's long gone not just for me there is no light in the end
way too many clouds so I can't see where I'm going nor where I am
seems like the odds are all against me getting out of here in time
what went wrong and when did all this become that sweet misery of mine
the sun's long gone
the sun's long gone
not just for me there
take away this pain, wash it away, leave me alone,
I want to leave this hell
I've been alone for way too long
WHEEL OF SUFFERING (SAMSARA)
We're all from nothing
emptiness prevails
A fruitless tree, an empty glass
a shell without any purpose
blank pages in a book
a story yet to be written
Ignorant children
unaware of our own insignificance
the world spins for none but us
Little do we know about our waning curiosity
about the world becoming less exciting day by day
Replaced by this contradiction of love and hate
that seems to tear us apart
Once filled with uncertainty, we shall overcome this and progress
All these spoken words, all the hurt and delight
all part of the eternal circle of existence
Witness existence, to be a part of the whole
One day, one beautiful day we shall return
home
At the end of our journey, we will finally be at peace
Embrace the mother void
There is nothing past the absence, there is nothing past the dark
but the guiding light, bear the torch
Witness existence, to be a part of the whole
One day, one beautiful day we shall return
In slumber lies the answer, firmly grasped by questioning
In slumber lies the answer, to be brought to light one day
NOAH
For all these years I was wondering:
What's the reason for us all to be here?
What makes us so different?
What makes us the human beings that we are?
Days and nights come and go, a long way to go
if everything seems so meaningless but, it's not
Trust me, my child, it's not.
Because in the end you'll see, that all we do is at least important for us
In the end you'll see, that every mistake we've made, made us who we are
I have lost sight a long time ago. I won't let go, I will get back in control
It's this part of me inside, this little voice that guides me all the time
It's this special part of me who makes me believe that all I do is fine
and in the end there is nothing left but, this demons deep inside
who seem to be our friends
who seem to be our friends
Because in the end you'll see, that all we do is at least important for us
In the end you'll see, that every mistake we've made, made us who we are